MY LIFE AS YOU KNOW IT. ♥

Congrats Drizzy!

2010-06-02T18:57:00.003-05:00

I wanna congratulate my little brother aka Drizzy lol - he's been told he looks like Drake so we ran with it... here are some pictures from his graduation including my mom, brother & sister (twitter.com/__saraaa). I couldn't be there for it considering the fact that me & Aaliyah are both in school. I miss you & love you. ♥ see you verrrry soon.

Aaliyah's Birthday ♥.

2010-04-04T19:17:00.005-05:00

First & foremost Happy Birthday to my princess!! & Happy Easter everyone who does celebrate it. :) I celebrated my daughters birthday more than easter because of course it was her third birthday so let's recap. Last night she had her god sister & my best friend sleepover, cooked + made brownies.. & knocked out from being so tired from walking all day long but it was a very good workout. Woke up this morning, dealt with a tiny bit of drama from her other side of her family. Do not call me @ 10am, expecting to see or take my daughter out when we haven't spoken in months. You're whack. Any who, we then went to the park with the girls & waited for my friend Tracy & Aaliyah's friend JJ. Took them to lunch/dinner @ Cheesecake & back to the house for cake & goodie bags + gifts. Aaliyah love's everything she got & refuses to take off her Birthday Girl pin but what can I do? Her father did not call.. & I'm not too surprised. He's dead to me now.. so this works better for him & I.

-- Pictures :)

^^ all the pictures we're done by camera phone so sorry for the bullshit quality.

Nicki Minaj.

2010-04-01T08:03:00.008-05:00

I'm sure everyones seen the * new Nicki Minaj video. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet.

I like Nicki .. Yes. I believe she does & says things some females or males w/e wish they could say. She does over do it with her hair & her outfits aren't the cutest, but I mean I guess that's what she's into. I noticed she wore a lot revealing outfits in the video.. hmph, to prove her bootys real? It looked decent to me so I'll never know. :)

& btw I got punked nicely for April Fools, one of my close girlfriends Tracy had called me @ 12am to tell me she had stabbed herself by accident, & she's not calling the ambulance because her insurance doesn't cover it, screaming & crying I don't know what to do.. but this dumb ass wasn't too slick, her loud mouth friends were in the backround & I'm like " Tracy, so help you God if you're bullshitting me right now i'll fuck you up. -_- " & she bursted out laughing, it was a good laugh she got me real good. I'm not a big fan on April Fools, only because I take shit a little too seriously sometimes esp if it's people I care about it.

My Princess.

2010-03-31T08:50:00.002-05:00

That beautiful little girl is my daughter whom I abs. adore. She gave me the strength to do a lot of things I know I wouldn't have done if I didn't think about her & her well being. Her smile lights up a room, she's a good kid.. well mannered all @ the age of 3 ( this sunday ). I gave birth to Aaliyah when I was 18 & I myself was thinking " What am I doing ? " but it's alright because now I can never picture my life without her. All that clubbing & drinking and chillin, is fun yes but there's a time & place for everything. My daughter is purely my responsibility which is why I don't ask for anyone to babysit except my dad from time to time. Her father is no longer in the picture, so it's just me & Aaliyah which is fine because she's okay & he'll regret not spending time with her.. not me. I've been told my numerous of people I'm doing a very good job with Aaliyah & it always means a lot to know the hard work you're putting in is being recognized. I love you mama. ♥

Starting Over.

2010-03-30T09:04:00.004-05:00

Hello everyone, I decided to delete all my old posts because I want to start fresh. A lot of those blogs were done when I was living with my ex-husband & not the best time in my life, I figured starting over would be a good start. So I'm not the biggest Trey songz fan but I downloaded a few of his songs last night. " Black Roses ", " One Love " , etc & I fell in love. I still do not believe he should be singing how he invented sex & telling bitches to " say ahhh " but I mean whatever works for him, sex sells. My princess's birthday is this sunday (Easter) we're having a small together, she's beyond excited & I know she'll have fun. Her gifts are things she's been asking for & a few pairs of sneakers, etc. We're finally getting a break this weekend, from all this rain! Thank God it'll be nice for Aaliyah's birthday, I was praying for the weather, literally. I picked up a few things from Forever21 the other day, they had a good day because sometimes you can go in there & not find one single thing you like, I was glad. I will make sure to keep up with this blog, it should be easier now with my wonderful Macbook (♥).

& oh this is MY blog so I will write whatever I please.

- I'm just sayng.